Restless Cycle

Each year I go through a R.C., a state of uncertainty, not sure what I am doing is really what I want to do. A friend forwarded this commencement address by Steve Jobs. I read it and the restlessness that I've been feeling intensified. It's been 5 years since I graduated and I still haven't found what is it that really makes me tick. I am the "Jane" of all trades. Sure, I've come to realise what I am good at and what I am not good at but I can't seem to bring myself to fully pursue something wholeheartedly. "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" The answer has been NO for the past 5 years and it's brought me to 3 different work environments. All's not lost, I suppose. There's hope. God-willing, it'll be a YES soon and continually so.